Why I hurt her

I knew I was hurting her

And I knew I was saying things to make her sad

And I knew my words were like vomit over her heart

But I couldn't stop

And I hated myself

For what I was doing to her

And I started crying

And said "I'm sorry I’m sorry

I don’t know what’s wrong with me"

And she told me she loved me

So I hurt her again

And I made her cry

And I didn’t like hearing her cry

Because I loved her

And I still do love her

And I don’t want to control her

But I hate that I can’t control her

And if she doesn’t do things how I like

I get angry

And I become a monster

Because I learnt 

When you aren't in control

Bad things will happen

And with her

I don’t want anything bad to happen

Ever 

This is Stormie Mills artwork. He is great.